Life is just full of twist and turns. The worst part about life is that problems and confusions just keep coming and going. Problems just knock my doors. I just don’t want them to enter “Just go away”. The biggest problem is confusion. Confusion just rocks my life. The biggest problem is confusion. I can proudly say that I belong to the “gang of confused souls”.
Confusion about what???? Huh let me tell….its about life. I just can’t take any decisions in my life according to myself. I have to think over at least hundred times before I take any decision but the end result is that somebody has to take that decision for me. The conflict is between my heart and my mind. Confused as to should I move ahead with whatever my conscience directs me or I should move on with the decisions taken by others for me.
Then again if I work according to them, then what’s my individual status? I can’t move according to my wishes. It feels as if somebody stops me every time I try to move my feet ahead. It’s pretty clear that the life I am living doesn’t belong to me at all. It’s just a machine that follows the instruction of its master. The masters keep on telling “whatever we say it’s for your betterment. As you are not able to take decisions, we are directing you for your good only”.
My heart says “did you ever give me a chance to take my own decisions. Have you ever asked me what do you want? I am just fulfilling what your desires and wishes are not mine. The mind says “follow orders it’s for your good” and on the other hand the heart says “please listen to me!!!!!! Why do you always ignore me?
Life ends in this utter confusion. When you decide, everything moves out of your hand and you are left with no other option rather than to follow orders. Can confusion and problems get out of life? Can we live our lives according to our own terms without even thinking that am I right? Hey, what would others say? Am I hurting others?
Neither I can get out nor do I have a solution to this problem of confusion as I am apt for all situations.
